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Ed........................0. Sysop Offer............................. RUNE......................0. RUNE'S RAG PAGE 02 APR 1994 =-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- Some Beginnings: -=-=-=-=-=-=-=-= Promote Race Relations: Install a Hemi with a triple deuce-pack. Promote Race Relations: Make eye contact and Smile, it doesn't hurt. Promote Race Relations: Fill out the form with; YES, when it asks, "Race?" Promote Race Relations: Enjoy something with a person; from the Human Race. Promote Race Relations: Gun your engine at red-lights. Promote Race Relations: Invite someone to dinner; don't guess who's comming. Promote Race Relations: Enter that 5k run; try it, walk, if you have to. Promote Race Relations: Engage another in conversation; it helps you learn. Promote Race Relations: If nothing else, you can wear the T-shirt. Promote Race Relations: Getting on public transportation, sit by another. Promote Race Relations: Mall walking? don't, run instead; make 'em keep up. Promote Race Relations: Invite the neighbor kid to supper with your kids. Promote Race Relations: Forget that new Wagon or Mini-Van, get a Vette. Promote Race Relations: Don't Pre-Judge; learn from your own experience. Promote Race Relations: Become an adult leader in various youth groups. Promote Race Relations: Believe in some of your fundamental Commandments! Promote Race Relations: Treat others the way YOU would like to be treated. Promote Race Relations: Open your mind, your heart; be open to understanding. RUNE'S RAG PAGE 03 APR 1994 MADE FOR DANCING by Charles Bell I. The Awakening Leaving the bar and approaching Joe's car -- we saw the damage. They had keyed the word: "WHITEY" into his 'Vette. I could see a group of black men, maybe four or five, near the entrance of the parking lot walking into the street. I tugged at Joe's sleeve and motioned in the direction of the black men. I could see the rage on Joe's face, and he, without any hesitation, took off after the men. I was scared for Joe. I couldn't understand why he had to try to fight them . . . . Natalie interrupted: "What the hell does this have to do with your cat?" Carl, not showing his annoyance with Natalie's interruption, said, "You were the one who once told me there is always some significance to dreams, right?" Natalie just sat back further into her chair. The ceiling fan directly above her whispered then sputtered then whispered again. "Geesh! You have a habit of using my own words against me." "Let me get to it then," Carl said with some annoyance. "The best part was that, as he ran towards them, he turned into my father, in full naval officer's uniform, gloves and all." "Gimme a break. It's a dream all right. That ol' father problem again." "Father problem? No... forget it. He did the karate bit against them, but all I could think is that he was going to be killed, and I couldn't understand why he had to take off after them like that." The fan continued its alternating whispers and sputters. The unairconditioned hotel restaurant was empty save for Carl and Natalie. Both were sweating in the hot, humid air. The flies gathered about the partially consumed breakfast meals. Natalie's face began to show her impatience. "The only reason I remember the dream was because Binkley woke me up. He was purring and meowing and pawing at my stomach like I had left him for days. This was hours before we normally get up. It made no sense he should carry on that way." "Maybe you talked in your sleep," Natalie suggested. "Maybe." Carl's voice trailed off pensively. "You have to keep him while I go back to the States." "What?" Natalie sat back up in her chair. "I'm going back, probably for good." "I'm not making the connection. You have a dream, Binkley wakes you up and you decide to go back to the States." "It's hard to explain. The dream has a reason to it which I can't sort out. I can't explain." "Dreams don't have reasons; they may have meaning; there's a difference," Natalie started her matronly voice. "OK my dear friend of Sappho, what's the difference?" "So I *know* you are serious. When you go from `Hey, dyke-meister' to `Latalie Lesbian' to just plain serious `sapphist,' you mean business. Hey, dreams are in your mind, and that is where they belong. You can't act on a dream. All they are, are your fears and all sorts of crap built up. When you act on a dream you really are acting on your fears." Natalie paused to study Carl's face. "You can't go." Her voice struck not an elegant caesura but rather a stuttering discontinuity. "Besides . . . it'll be awfully boring around this intellectually bankrupt island if you go." "My fears . . . ." Carl paused. "Yeah. Well, that's it then." "That's it? That's what?" "Something's going to happen and I fear it." "Your dream does not tell you something is going to happen, just that you fear something is going to happen -- I guess." "Hey guys," a man, rushing into the dining room flustered and a bit angry, barked, "Either you get into the kitchen and clean up or get some other work done around here, okay?" Natalie and Carl looked at each other for a moment. Natalie offered some very rude advice to the man in the form of a hand gesture and concluded: "I guess we're off to the beach." "Sounds good," Carl responded, in a direction pointed towards neither Natalie or their intruder. "Ian forgets who the *real* landlord is sometimes." "Oh sheesh! Do your thing, her thing, whatever . . . ." Ian walked briskly into the kitchen. Natalie and Carl got up. "Ian just wants to be the one who gives you that baby, you know," Carl began. "You have to go back to the States for that, so maybe I can have a place for you to stay then." Natalie did not respond until they had already reached the beach, a mere thirty-second walk from the dining room. "Yeah, well, another nice day in bloody hot paradise." Natalie extended her right arm out to the horizon, palm of her hand facing up. The glassy smooth water of the Caribbean reflected a blue-white light off Natalie's arm. "Where's my hat? Did I leave it at the Turtle Inn last night? Ian's too Mediterranean looking. He's supposed to be Scottish and something, but I want a nice W.A.S.P. boy like you -- to look like Mary and not some Jew like me. 'Know what I mean?" "No," Carl shook his head, "You really are too weird for me. So you'll pop out a baby right here, wait a decent interval and then present the little bundle of joy to Mary as a kind of prenuptial bonus prize?" "Well, I can't annoy her with a newborn." They both simultaneously plopped themselves down on the beach. Carl shook his head again. "This has to be done scientifically and all that. Are we supposed to just *do* it?" "You mean like normal human beings." "We're not normal" "Well, everything functions." Natalie paused. "Doesn't it?" "What? Me? Yeah!" Carl said in a half-joking manner. "How did we get onto your issues? This isn't about you; it's all about me. I'm leaving as soon as that stupid mailboat comes around." "All about you? Well then, for once, tell me *about* you. Your dream tells me about abandonment issues. Your father....? And Joe? He wasn't a father figure to you. From what you *have* said about him, it was the other way around." "Joe wasn't a father figure." Carl started but paused. "They had the same birthdays, though, which I thought was interesting." Carl paused again. "My father died in the Vietnam war . . . . No that isn't true. He left for the war, but, you know -- I will never understand my mother for lying to me all that time -- he died in Pensacola of an aneurysm while eating tapioca pudding. He never even left the country. What he did was leave my mother and me. My aunt waited ten years to tell me this. I always thought of him as some hero, but my last thought of him before he disappeared was I wished I had another father. This all sounds incredibly stupid -- like some corny movie. I don't remember much about him at all, except I was mad at him, and then was proud of him once he was dead." Taken by surprise with Carl's candor, "Oh. I see," was all that Natalie could say. "This dream . . ." Carl continued, "filled me with the same . . . dread . . . or whatever . . . as I felt when I found out my father had left. Abandonment issues? Yeah. Very clinical sounding." "And Joe? How does he fit in?" "I'm the one who left the country," Carl avoided the question. "I came here to write poetry -- not to get involved in all this hotel business. Ian was supposed to get everything working. I was just supposed to provide the land and some of the capital. He's hopeless. He's got that wonderful charm and all those `people skills', but he doesn't know how to handle money. That's the life for me now. Money, money, money. This isn't *my* dream; it's Ian's -- and my mother's, not mine. What kind of idiot could think we'd be able to compete with an institution on this island like the Green Turtle Inn or, now, Club Med. I needed to remove dealing with money," he paused, "-- and people -- from my life. How can I do anything creative? I've had nothing but distractions. You're even a distraction." "That has been my goal in life -- to be a distraction. Take Binkley with you," Natalie commanded, "If I really wanted to take care of pussy I wouldn't have left Miami." * * * II. The Return =-=-=-=-=-=-=- During his four years on the island Carl never had a sleepless night. At first, of course, getting used to the humid nights without benefit of airconditioning, he had trouble getting to sleep, but he never returned to his previous two-year pattern of waking up a mere four hours after falling asleep and rarely being able to get back to sleep. During this night before his return to West Palm Beach, he hardly slept at all. He would not sleep on the mailboat to Grand Turk, nor on the plane trip with his friend and co-conspirator in South Florida frivolity, Al. Al was a good pilot somewhere between his second and fifth beer, assuming his commemoration of all things jolly, good and real (or really jolly good) the night before had not taken too heavy a toll. Stepping from the plane into the long airconditioned ramp to the airport terminal Carl felt, smelt and heard that which Florida had become to him. That morning he had left an island that was reminiscent of the old Florida to him -- but with a British accent -- the Florida of his youth; and returned to the new Florida --- now with a Yankee accent --- an airconditioned, hectic place filled with people with pale skin and jet black hair, with the air smelling of a hint of expended jet fuel, and with the jetset sounds of urban contemporary music. Walking briskly, as was his manner, from the airport Carl thought that walking the distance from the airport along Belvedere to Bruce's house was not going to be difficult. Even so, within minutes, he hitched a ride almost as far as the interchange with I95. On the route to Bruce's house, in the old neighborhood of his early twenties, Carl walked by the bar that was in his dream. This bar was in reality the source of some great times for Joe and him, and then later Bruce, Al, and a few of their friends. He had left this bar many times in the wee hours of the morning and always without confrontation with anyone. Further along his walk, he thwarted temptation to have a frank, but polite, discussion with a man at the intersection that formed the expressway interchange holding a sign: "WILL WORK FOR FOOD" scrawled upon it. The lowliest Mexican beggar would appear to have more dignity than this scruffy rapscallion whose only work would involve reaching for the cash handed out to him from drivers waiting for the light to change. There is always a right way and several wrong ways to do something. To stand at an intersection obtaining a handout through an act of blatant misrepresentation is reprehensible; to travel several hundred miles gratis by depending upon the kindness of strangers (and a friend or two) is far more elegant approach to life's little inequities because of its classy appeal to honesty. Seven years ago Bruce painted his 1926 pseudo-Spanish style house a bright pink. He xero-scaped the front yard and put a pool in the back yard. Today the house looked its age again, with mildew eating at the faded exterior and the homemade wooden awnings warped. It was a particularly sad scene for Carl as he and the rest of the gang had helped spruce the place up. When Bruce answered the door Carl was equally saddened by Bruce's tired look and aging appearance. Bruce greeted Carl with a politeness reserved for in-laws. Carl was not surprised by Bruce's coldness. He was only disheartened by it, for he was there to find out about Joe. Bruce spoke to Carl's feet while he remained at the door uninviting: "Joe's been at St. Mary's for the past month." * * * III. The Reunion -=-=-=-=-=-=-=-= Carl entered Joe's hospital room as quietly as into a church. Joe faced the window opposite from the entrance. His hair weave was gone from his head, and he was very, very thin. Carl focused on the *Hot Spots* magazine sitting on the bedside table: "Going to check the bar scene, Joe?" Joe slowly turned his head towards Carl: "Huh? Carl? . . . What?" Carl pointed to the magazine on the table. "*Hot Spots*?" Joe started to chuckle but could only manage a cough and a sigh: "Bruce's idea of psychosomatic optimism." Carl walked to the bedside but still kept his distance. "Too hot in the islands, no doubt?" Joe said matter-of-factly turning his head directly towards Carl but not really seeing him. Carl expressed with surprise: "You know where I've been?" "I lost track of you for maybe three months... St. Thomas, briefly, and then off to Providenciales. Four years." Joe turned his head in the opposite direction back towards the window. "Your mom was forever going on and on about the `lot on Provo.' You did something with it?" "Not me exactly . . . it's a long story." "Well? I've got plenty of time," Joe tried to giggle. "Joe . . ." Carl moved to the side of the bed to take Joe's hand but hesitated and just stood looking down. Joe turned towards Carl, but Carl, by turning his face away, prevented Joe from looking at him. Joe said to the floor, "That last cocktail is at Bruce's, though he's probably thrown it out. Remember?" "Yeah," Carl mumbled. He stepped back a little from the bed. "Our little suicide pact . . . ." Joe lifted his arm to touch Carl, but Carl was too far away and Joe was too weak to stretch his reach. "Only six months before you left. That was a fun obsession for a while. The end would come to us simultaneously . . . holding hands . . . dreaming Kevorkian dreams." "Joe . . . ." Carl briefly took Joe's hand into his but laid it back down. "Of course . . ." Joe added, "You first." "Heh," Carl understood the joke but could not laugh. "I'm a coward. That's all there is to it." Carl could not believe he was living this corny movie. "You're human. People are cowards. " Joe could only whisper. "You are also the perpetual dancer. You invite me to the floor sometimes, but mostly you'd dance alone." "You're confusing me." Carl hesitated. "You are the one who thought he had to `keep on moving.' I am the one who is slow and steady. "You left," Joe simply said. "I felt it was time I accomplish something." "What can I say? I don't think that's . . . that's . . . the truth. But, you are you." Carl's voice was fading to less than a whisper. He reached again for Carl's hand, and Carl gave it to him. Joe squeezed Carl's hand weakly. It was Joe's time to leave. Carl stepped into a dance hall without music. His life seemed a dream without hope -- his love, a loneliness without meaning. # # # Copyright 1993 Charles Bell -------------------------------------------------------------------------- Charles is a writer who hails from Florida. Hopefully we'll get to see more of his work in future issues of R'sR. =========================================================================== Health Care by Bailey Nows the time to look within This thing we call health care, Is it good and will it work Or is it just welfare. Doctors then must pick and choose Who will live and die, Snuff out a baby before it's born And had a chance to cry. Setting limits on the age That they can operate, Put your life within there hands And they will choose your fate. There are problems with our health care But let us choose another, Questions of life and death should not be left Up to our Big Brother........ --------------------------------------------- Foreign Lands by Bailey Break the law in foreign lands You'll surely pay the price, They'll put you in a dirty cell With the rats and mice. Do Americans really feel Were all above the law, They'll strip the clothes from your back And beat you till your raw. Not all countries are like ours It's surely plain to see, If you break the laws and bend the rules Stay in this country. For our land is full of victims Of our society, We slap there hands and warn them And then we set them free........ ----------------------------------- A Red, Red Rose by Robert Burns O my luve's like a red, red rose, That's newly spring in June; O my luve's like the melodie That's sweetly played in tune. As fair art thou, my bonnie lass, So deep in luve am I; And I will luve thee still, my dear, Till a' the seas gang dry. Till a' the seas gang dry, my dear, And the rocks melt wi' the sun: O I will love thee still, my dear, While the sands o' life shall run. And fare thee weel, my only luve, And fare thee weel awhile! And I will come again, my luve, Though it were ten thousand mile. ------------------------------------ Woman by Nikki Giovanni she wanted to be a blade of grass amid the fields but he wouldn't agree to be the dandelion she wanted to be a robin singing through the leaves but he refused to be her tree she spun herself into a web and looking for a place to rest turned to him but he stood straight declining to be her corner she tried to be a book but he wouldn't read she turned herself into a bulb but he wouldn't let her grow she decided to become a woman and though he still refused to be a man she decided it was all right ------------------------------- The Sick Rose by William Blake O Rose, thou art sick. The invisible worm That files in the night In the howling storm Has found out thy bed Of crimson joy, And his dark secret love Does thy life destroy. ------------------------------ Days by Ralph Waldo Emerson Daughters of Time, the hypocritic Days, Muffled and dumb like barefoot dervishes, And marching single in an endless file, Bring diadems and fagots in their hands. To each they offer gifts after his will, Bread, kingdoms, stars, and sky that hold them all. I, in my pleached garden, watched the pomp, Forgot my morning wishes, hastily Took a few herbs and apples, and the Day Turned and departed silent. I, too late, Under her solemn fillet saw the scorn. ============================ # # # ================================== CHAPTER 6 TO KILL! by Edgar Rice Burroughs The Rajah Muda Saffir, tiring of the excuses and delays which Bududreen interposed to postpone the fulfillment of his agreement with the former, whereby he was to deliver into the hands of the rajah a certain beautiful maiden, decided at last to act upon his own initiative. The truth of the matter was that he had come to suspect the motives of the first mate of the Ithaca, and not knowing of the great chest attributed them to Bududreen's desire to possess the girl for himself. So it was that as the second mate of the Ithaca with his six men waded down the bed of the little stream toward the harbor and the ship, a fleet of ten war prahus manned by over five hundred fierce Dyaks and commanded by Muda Saffir himself, pulled cautiously into the little cove upon the opposite side of the island, and landed but a quarter of a mile from camp. At the same moment von Horn was leading Virginia Maxon farther and farther from the north campong where resistance, if there was to be any, would be most likely to occur. At his superior's cough Bududreen had signalled silently to the men within the enclosure, and a moment later six savage lascars crept stealthily to his side. The moment that von Horn and the girl were entirely concealed by the darkness, the seven moved cautiously along the shadow of the palisade toward the north campong. There was murder in the cowardly hearts of several of them, and stupidity and lust in the hearts of all. There was no single one who would not betray his best friend for a handful of silver, nor any but was inwardly hoping and scheming to the end that he might alone possess both the chest and the girl. It was such a pack of scoundrels that Bududreen led toward the north campong to bear away the treasure. In the breast of the leader was the hope that he had planted enough of superstitious terror in their hearts to make the sight of the supposed author of their imagined wrongs sufficient provocation for his murder; for Bududreen was too sly to give the order for the killing of a white man--the arm of the white man's law was too long--but he felt that he would rest easier were he to leave the island with the knowledge that only a dead man remained behind with the secret of his perfidy. While these events were transpiring Number Thirteen was pacing restlessly back and forth the length of the workshop. But a short time before he had had his author--the author of his misery--within the four walls of his prison, and yet he had not wreaked the vengeance that was in his heart. Twice he had been on the point of springing upon the man, but both times the other's eyes had met his and something which he was not able to comprehend had stayed him. Now that the other had gone and he was alone contemplation of the hideous wrong that had been done loosed again the flood gates of his pent rage. The thought that he had been made by this man--made in the semblance of a human being, yet denied by the manner of his creation a place among the lowest of Nature's creatures--filled him with fury, but it was not this thought that drove him to the verge of madness. It was the knowledge, suggested by von Horn, that Virginia Maxon would look upon him in horror, as a grotesque and loathsome monstrosity. He had no standard and no experience whereby he might classify his sentiments toward this wonderful creature. All he knew was that his life would be complete could he be near her always--see her and speak with her daily. He had thought of her almost constantly since those short, delicious moments that he had held her in his arms. Again and again he experienced in retrospection the exquisite thrill that had run through every fiber of his being at the sight of her averted eyes and flushed face. And the more he let his mind dwell upon the wonderful happiness that was denied him because of his origin, the greater became his wrath against his creator. It was now quite dark without. The door leading to Professor Maxon's campong, left unlatched earlier in the evening by von Horn for sinister motives of his own, was still unbarred through a fatal coincidence of forgetfulness on the part of the professor. Number Thirteen approached this door. He laid his hand upon the knob. A moment later he was moving noiselessly across the campong toward the house in which Professor Maxon lay peacefully sleeping; while at the south gate Bududreen and his six cutthroats crept cautiously within and slunk in the dense shadows of the palisade toward the workshop where lay the heavy chest of their desire. At the same instant Muda Saffir with fifty of his head-hunting Dyaks emerged from the jungle east of the camp, bent on discovering the whereabouts of the girl the Malay sought and bearing her away to his savage court far within the jungle fastness of his Bornean principality. Number Thirteen reached the verandah of the house and peered through the window into the living room, where an oil lamp, turned low, dimly lighted the interior, which he saw was unoccupied. Going to the door he pushed it open and entered the apartment. All was still within. He listened intently for some slight sound which might lead him to the victim he sought, or warn him from the apartment of the girl or that of von Horn--his business was with Professor Maxon. He did not wish to disturb the others whom he believed to be sleeping somewhere within the structure--a low, rambling bungalow of eight rooms. Cautiously he approached one of the four doors which opened from the living room. Gently he turned the knob and pushed the door ajar. The interior of the apartment beyond was in inky darkness, but Number Thirteen's greatest fear was that he might have stumbled upon the sleeping room of Virginia Maxon, and that if she were to discover him there, not only would she be frightened, but her cries would alarm the other inmates of the dwelling. The thought of the horror that his presence would arouse within her, the knowledge that she would look upon him as a terrifying monstrosity, added new fuel to the fires of hate that raged in his bosom against the man who had created him. With clenched fists, and tight set jaws the great, soulless giant moved across the dark chamber with the stealthy noiselessness of a tiger. Feeling before him with hands and feet he made the circuit of the room before he reached the bed. Scarce breathing he leaned over and groped across the covers with his fingers in search of his prey--the bed was empty. With the discovery came a sudden nervous reaction that sent him into a cold sweat. Weakly, he seated himself upon the edge of the bed. Had his fingers found the throat of Professor Maxon beneath the coverlet they would never have released their hold until life had forever left the body of the scientist, but now that the highest tide of the young man's hatred had come and gone he found himself for the first time assailed by doubts. Suddenly he recalled the fact that the man whose life he sought was the father of the beautiful creature he adored. Perhaps she loved him and would be unhappy were he taken away from her. Number Thirteen did not know, of course, but the idea obtruded itself, and had sufficient weight to cause him to remain seated upon the edge of the bed meditating upon the act he contemplated. He had by no means given up the idea of killing Professor Maxon, but now there were doubts and obstacles which had not been manifest before. His standards of right and wrong were but half formed, from the brief attempts of Professor Maxon and von Horn to inculcate proper moral perceptions in a mind entirely devoid of hereditary inclinations toward either good or bad, but he realized one thing most perfectly-- that to be a soulless thing was to be damned in the estimation of Virginia Maxon, and it now occurred to him that to kill her father would be the act of a soulless being. It was this thought more than another that caused him to pause in the pursuit of his revenge, since he knew that the act he contemplated would brand him the very thing he was, yet wished not to be. At length, however, he slowly comprehended that no act of his would change the hideous fact of his origin; that nothing would make him acceptable in her eyes, and with a shake of his head he arose and stepped toward the living room to continue his search for the professor. In the workshop Bududreen and his men had easily located the chest. Dragging it into the north campong the Malay was about to congratulate himself upon the ease with which the theft had been accomplished when one of his fellows declared his intention of going to the house for the purpose of dispatching Professor Maxon, lest the influence of his evil eye should overtake them with some terrible curse when the loss of the chest should be discovered. While this met fully with Bududreen's plans he urged the man against any such act that he might have witnesses to prove that he not only had no hand in the crime, but had exerted his authority to prevent it; but when two of the men separated themselves from the party and crept toward the bungalow no force was interposed to stop them. The moon had risen now, so that from the dark shadows of the palisade Muda Saffir and his savages watched the party with Bududreen squatting about the heavy chest, and saw the two who crept toward the house. To Muda Saffir's evil mind there was but one explanation. Bududreen had discovered a rich treasure, and having stolen that had dispatched two of his men to bring him the girl also. Rajah Muda Saffir was furious. In subdued whispers he sent a half dozen of his Dyaks back beneath the shadow of the palisade to the opposite side of the bungalow where they were to enter the building, killing all within except the girl, whom they were to carry straight to the beach and the war prahus. Then with the balance of his horde he crept alone in the darkness until opposite Bududreen and the watchers about the chest. Just as the two who crept toward the bungalow reached it, Muda Saffir gave the word for the attack upon the Malays and lascars who guarded the treasure. With savage yells they dashed upon the unsuspecting men. Parangs and spears glistened in the moonlight. There was a brief and bloody encounter, for the cowardly Bududreen and his equally cowardly crew had had no alternative but to fight, so suddenly had the foe fallen upon them. In a moment the savage Borneo head hunters had added five grisly trophies to their record. Bududreen and another were racing madly toward the jungle beyond the campong. As Number Thirteen arose to continue his search for Professor Maxon his quick ear caught the shuffling of bare feet upon the verandah. As he paused to listen there broke suddenly upon the still night the hideous war cries of the Dyaks, and the screams and shrieks of their frightened victims in the campong without. Almost simultaneously Professor Maxon and Sing rushed into the living room to ascertain the cause of the wild alarm, while at the same instant Bududreen's assassins sprang through the door with upraised krisses, to be almost immediately followed by Muda Saffir's six Dyaks brandishing their long spe ars and wicked parangs. In an instant the little room was filled with howling, fighting men. The Dyaks, whose orders as well as inclinations incited them to a general massacre, fell first upon Bududreen's lascars who, cornered in the small room, fought like demons for their lives, so that when the Dyaks had overcome them two of their own number lay dead beside the dead bodies of Bududreen's henchmen. Sing and Professor Maxon stood in the doorway to the professor's room gazing upon the scene of carnage in surprise and consternation. The scientist was unarmed, but Sing held a long, wicked looking Colt in readiness for any contingency. It was evident the celestial was no stranger to the use of his deadly weapon, nor to the moments of extreme and sudden peril which demanded its use, for he seemed no more perturbed than had he been but hanging out his weekly wash. As Number Thirteen watched the two men from the dark shadows of the room in which he stood, he saw that both were calm--the Chinaman with the calmness of perfect courage, the other through lack of full understanding of the grave danger which menaced him. In the eyes of the latter shone a strange gleam--it was the wild light of insanity that the sudden nervous shock of the attack had brought to a premature culmination. Now the four remaining Dyaks were advancing upon the two men. Sing levelled his revolver and fired at the foremost, and at the same instant Professor Maxon, with a shrill, maniacal scream, launched himself full upon a second. Number Thirteen saw the blood spurt from a superficial wound in the shoulder of the fellow who received Sing's bullet, but except for eliciting a howl of rage the missile had no immediate effect. Then Sing pulled the trigger again and again, but the cylinder would not revolve and the hammer fell futilely upon the empty cartridge. As two of the head hunters closed upon him the brave Chinaman clubbed his weapon and went down beneath them beating madly at the brown skulls. The man with whom Professor Maxon had grappled had no opportunity to use his weapons for the crazed man held him close with one encircling arm while he tore and struck at him with his free hand. The fourth Dyak danced around the two with raised parang watching for an opening that he might deliver a silencing blow upon the white man's skull. The great odds against the two men--their bravery in the face of death, their grave danger--and last and greatest, the fact that one was the father of the beautiful creature he worshipped, wrought a sudden change in Number Thirteen. In an instant he forgot that he had come here to kill the white-haired man, and with a bound stood in the center of the room--an unarmed giant towering above the battling four. The parang of the Dyak who sought Professor Maxon's life was already falling as a mighty hand grasped the wrist of the head hunter; but even then it was too late to more than lessen the weight of the blow, and the sharp edge of the blade bit deep into the forehead of the white man. As he sank to his knees his other antagonist freed an arm from the embrace which had pinioned it to his side, but before he could deal the professor a blow with the short knife that up to now he had been unable to use, Number Thirteen had hurled his man across the room and was upon him who menaced the scientist. Tearing him loose from his prey, he raised him far above his head and threw him heavily against the opposite wall, then he turned his attention toward Sing's assailants. All that had so far saved the Chinaman from death was the fact that the two savages were each so anxious to secure his head for the verandah rafters of his own particular long-house that they interfered with one another in the consummation of their common desire. Although battling for his life, Sing had not failed to note the advent of the strange young giant, nor the part he had played in succoring the professor, so that it was with a feeling of relief that he saw the newcomer turn his attention toward those who were rapidly reducing the citadel of his own existence. The two Dyaks who sought the trophy which nature had set upon the Chinaman's shoulders were so busily engaged with their victim that they knew nothing of the presence of Number Thirteen until a mighty hand seized each by the neck and they were raised bodily from the floor, shaken viciously for an instant, and then hurled to the opposite end of the room upon the bodies of the two who had preceded them. As Sing came to his feet he found Professor Maxon lying in a pool of his own blood, a great gash in his forehead. He saw the white giant standing silently looking down upon the old man. Across the room the four stunned Dyaks were recovering consciousness. Slowly and fearfully they regained their feet, and seeing that no attention was being paid them, cast a parting, terrified look at the mighty creature who had defeated them with his bare hands, and slunk quickly out into the darkness of the campong. When they caught up with Rajah Muda Saffir near the beach, they narrated a fearful tale of fifty terrible white men with whom they had battled valiantly, killing many, before they had been compelled to retreat in the face of terrific odds. They swore that even then they had only returned because the girl was not in the house--otherwise they should have brought her to their beloved master as he had directed. Now Muda Saffir believed nothing that they said, but he was well pleased with the great treasure which had so unexpectedly fallen into his hands, and he decided to make quite sure of that by transporting it to his own land--later he could return for the girl. So the ten war prahus of the Malay pulled quietly out of the little cove upon the east side of the island, and bending their way toward the south circled its southern extremity and bore away for Borneo. In the bungalow within the north campong Sing and Number Thirteen had lifted Professor Maxon to his bed, and the Chinaman was engaged in bathing and bandaging the wound that had left the older man unconscious. The white giant stood beside him watching his every move. He was trying to understand why sometimes men killed one another and again defended and nursed. He was curious as to the cause of his own sudden change in sentiment toward Professor Maxon. At last he gave the problem up as beyond his powers of solution, and at Sing's command set about the task of helping to nurse the man whom he considered the author of his unhappiness and whom a few short minutes before he had come to kill. As the two worked over the stricken man their ears were suddenly assailed by a wild commotion from the direction of the workshop. There were sounds of battering upon wood, loud growls and roars, mingled with weird shrieks and screams and the strange, uncanny gibbering of brainless things. Sing looked quickly up at his companion. "Whallee mallee?" he asked. The giant did not answer. An expression of pain crossed his features, and he shuddered--but not from fear. =-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-= ? ? ? =-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-= End Chapter 6 -- THE MONSTER MEN. Get the next issue of RUNE'S RAG for the exciting continuation of this story by Edgar Rice Burroughs. --------------------------------------------------------------------------- Edgar Rice Burroughs has influenced writers and readers for the past three generations, with well over 100 million books produced because of his fertile imagination; this offering is a presentation to those who are unfamiliar with his work -- other than the TARZAN series. =-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-= DEALER by Robbie D. Whiting Jeorn slammed back his fourth shot of Montressorian Brandy. It fired his throat, but did little to melt the ice-block of pain in his stomach; he'd taken a rifle butt in the abdomen the day before, and it still hurt like hell. "Another," he said, careful not to slur his words. Monty had a sixth- sense for intoxication. "You're on duty, Sergeant." Jeorn tossed a crumpled fiver onto the scarred mahogany bar top. The bartender considered the bill for a moment, his yellow cat-like eyes blinking without rhythm. "Alright. One more," he said in pigeon English. "Then you leave." Jeorn leaned back against the bar. It was approximately midday on Montressor, and most of the patrons had filed out for sacrament. A man in a heavy woolen bombardier jacket occupied the stool next to Jeorn -- otherwise the bar was empty. Grey light filtered down from hissing gas lamps onto a shabby array of teflex drinking booths and hardwood tables. The place was probably a couple hundred years old, Jeorn imagined. It was early colonial trash. But at least it was a safe place to drink. "Did I ever tell you about the first person I killed on this planet, Monty?" "Many times." Jeorn laughed. His head was spinning. "Riot duty, it was. She was twelve years-old. Maybe thirteen. I don't know, I didn't really get a good look at her. Krabbat or Krobout, or some name like that. Anyway, she had a gun, guess that's the most important part." His gut lurched every time he told that lie. She hadn't had a gun. In fact, he'd shot her in the back. He had sprayed the whole crowed, but she had been the only who had died. Her screams and sobs were burned into his memory forever. "Hot enough for you, soldier?" The man sitting on the next stool asked. Jeorn raised his eyebrows slightly. It was over a hundred Eff's outside, in the shade. "I'm used to it. I lived in LA for a few years. That's on earth, you know." The stranger smiled, and Jeorn was surprised to see a mouthful of polished silver. A deep purple scar ran down from the man's one yellow eye and terminated on the tip of his hard, chiseled chin. In the place of his other eye there was a gaping hole. The man was physically repulsive. Beyond his scars and injuries, however, he could have been a typical Montressorian, or thereabouts. "You're missing sacrament," Jeorn said. "I take it you're not too fond of the Resurrection?" "There's no law against Atheism that I'm aware of, soldier. It's been many a year since Dissenters were flogged. Thanks to re-colonization, eh friend?" Jeorn nodded. The Union had been instrumental in saving these people from lapsing into barbarism. Yet there still existed a strong anti-Union imperialist movement on Montressor. Clearly this man was no sympathizer of the Resurrection. Despite his appearance, the stranger was likeable. "I'm Jeorn. Sergeant Jeorn Burnd, UAN Navy." "Lub-cretus," the stranger replied in standard Montressorian greeting- language. "I've taken the name Goethe. You may call me that." "Goethe?" Jeorn laughed. "Now that's unique. Do you know who he was?" "Most certainly, Sergeant, though few do around here. And your name? I fail to see any historical, cultural, or literary allusion. Is it a recent name of significance on Earth?" "No. It was my grandfather's name. We don't 'choose' our names like you do. Names don't mean anything to us, really. A man defines his own character. His name doesn't reflect his beliefs or creeds." Goethe rapped his knuckles on the bar. "Gol clitch, Monrewerd!" he yelled. Monty immediately appeared from the back store room and poured two glasses of distilled brandy from the large vertical decanter. He slopped them down in front of Goethe. The bartender gave the scarred man a cold, hard stare. But Goethe barred his teeth, clicking them loudly. The small bartender returned to the store room, grimacing. "What was that all about?" Jeorn inquired. "He doesn't like serving soldiers on duty. Brandy?" Jeorn took the offered glass, sipping it slowly. "Maybe he just doesn't like soldiers. I've always had a feeling about Monty . . ." "Nonsense. He is a good man. Just cautious." Goethe drank deeply, closing his eyes for a moment. "You ever hear of a glass eye?" Jeorn asked, grinning. "Might improve your chances here, if there were any women to speak of." "Where I come from, these are beauty marks, friend." "And where would that be?" "The Constantius Sector." The man produced a cigarette from a fold in his jacket. "Got a light?" "Constantius?" Jeorn glanced over his shoulder nervously. "Do you know who I am? I'm an MP, Union Navy. Don't tell me you're a trafficker -- you've no idea the penalties in this sector..." "I prefer 'purveyor of pleasure', friend. My substances are only illegal in provincial backwater spirals, like here on Montressor. A relic of the Judeo-Christian ethic, it is. Impediments to the civilizing mission of all mankind." "Then why don't you go peddle your drugs on another planet?" "Too much money to be made here. The Resurrection has made this place a gold mine for me. Prohibition drives the prices up, as you are undoubtedly aware. I'd be a pauper anywhere else." The man leaned close. "So do you have a light or what?" "Alright," Jeorn sighed. He looked over his shoulder one more time. "Why are you telling me this? I've enough on you to bring you before the magistrate this very minute . . ." "Monty said you can be trusted." "I see," Jeorn said softly. He took another drink and licked his lips. "So what do you have?" "Many things. And right now I'd trade it all for a simple match or perhaps a gas lighter." "Forget it, I don't smoke. I want to know what you have." Goethe shook his head and tucked the cigarette safely back into his jacket breast pocket. "I can offer material goods as well as . . . services." "Such as?" "Women, men," he flashed a gleaming grin. "Or anything else that may be to your taste." "I'd be interested in some methamphetamines," Jeorn said. "I'm sorry, I don't deal in poisons. Pure Constantine elixirs, trace- inducers and feelgoods only." Goethe paused. "But you don't need any of those do you? No, I think I may have something more . . . more suited to your needs." "Go on." "I couldn't help but over-hear your comments to Monty earlier. About a certain killing of a certain young female? Riot duty?" Jeorn frowned. "What about it?" "Please, hear me out, friend. I have a most rare powder -- which can be ingested or inhaled -- whose numbing capacities include, but are not limited to, relieving certain varieties of post-traumatic guilt. A rare powder altogether." Jeorn shook his head. "I never said anything about guilt." "So you didn't. Forgive me. I'm alpha-recpetive, you know. I must have misread you." "Must have." "But it is nothing to be ashamed of, guilt. We have all walked those dark halls. Some shall walk them for the rest of their lives. The effects are like excess baggage. Needless weight. A life-draining burden." Jeorn felt a chill hatch at the base of his spine. It slithered up his back like a hungry snake. "What nonsense," he said, shaking his head. "You're either a cynic or a romantic. Life has a tendency to come and go. That's it. There's no guilt involved." Goethe laughed loudly. "And you call me a cynic? Listen to yourself! You're rare, Sergeant Jeorn. So do you want the drug or not?" Jeorn sighed. "I suppose this 'rare powder' is expensive?" "Grown in the shade of a velvet moon and watered with the milk of angels! Is that what you want to hear? Of course it's expensive. It was developed by a Ghrotian herbalist, and neurologically tested, I assure you." "Don't give me your medicine show bullshit. I know how you work. You'll be on the next shuttle to Birnool while I'm left with a placebo of dehydrated milk and sink cleanser. I ought to arrest you right here." The man jumped off his bar stool. "You insult me. I must be going now." He dropped a thirty-note on the bar. Idiot, Jeorn thought, there's no such drug. But a bloodied image of a small girl floated across his mind's eye. She was lying face down, twitching uncontrollably, in a pool of dark liquid. He didn't know what made him do it, but he yelled, "Goethe!" Wait! I'll . . . I'd be interested if I could be sure . . . ." Goethe stopped with one hand on the door. He turned and nodded seriously. "Of course. I would be willing to give you a small trial amount. But not here. Let's go out back." The two men emerged into the afternoon heat; It was a humid three-sun day. They trotted around to the north side of the building, behind the alley waste bins. Goethe put his hand on Jeorn's shoulder. "I must warn you, however, if you decide on this fine product, it will be expensive." "I've got plenty of money, don't worry." "Good, I like to hear that." The next few moments were a blur of motion and pain. Jeorn stumbled back a few paces and stared in disbelief at the knife protruding from his chest. "Don't make a sound, friend, it will only prolong your suffering." The man removed Jeorn's watch and wallet in an instant. Blood covered his entire torso and Jeorn gave in to gravity. He tugged at the blade, but it was lodged in his sternum and wouldn't budge. "I warned you it would be expensive, friend. Goodbye." Jeorn lay his head down on the ground and sobbed. Goodbye, he thought. # # # Copyright 1994 Robbie D. Whiting --------------------------------------------------------------------------- Robbie is a senior at the University of California, Riverside. His current field of study is history, with an emphasis on modern European progression. However, Robbie admits, if he could make a living as a writer, he'd be willing to sell his soul. Cheap! He continues to hold down a variety of jobs to finance his expensive, albeit outdated, computer. He sincerely hopes his writing will eventually free him from a life of indentured servitude. You can expect more gothic sf and dark fantasy from him in the near future. =========================================================================== FINAL LIGHT by Stephen Kunc Her lightning eyes shot darts of steel from their retinae, as she rode. The landscape yielded to the hooves, but still she urged the beast onwards. A driving force was rising within her, from somewhere deep and intangible, yet real. She could feel it, enveloping her inner-self, caressing her very soul and it stung her with its fiery whip, lashing at her and carving the path which she must follow. There was no denying it -- she realized. The mane of her stallion trailed back behind the horse's powerful neck. She gripped the reins with a ferocity that she knew was not her own, yet still it was her own hands that wielded it. Her hair, long and red, flowed behind in waves as each pair of legs pounded into the ground, biting into the sand. Powerful calves and thighs gripped at the flanks of her steed and her feet were planted firmly in the stirrups. Moving majestically with the beast, pushing forward as it dove, relaxing as it leapt, they created the perfect symbiosis between them. The animal became part of her, an extension which tamed at her touch, melted under her gaze. Away they ran, leaving only a trail of hoof-prints in the sand as the sunset dropped behind them. Faster the stallion sped towards their destination as she leaned along the saddle, defying the wind to prevail against them. In her heart, the entity that controlled her stroked her with praise. She basked in its warmth and welcomed its sinister touch. Its electric pulses shivered up her spine and she thrilled at the ecstasy of its invisible -- striking tongue. "Oh dear," the woman mumbled, concerned as she lifted her hand from the small girl's forehead. She gently pulled the thermometer from between the lips of the child and shook it in the air. As she did so, the girl shivered under the sheets and blankets of her bed. She muttered the incoherencies of sleep and immediately the woman put her ear to the girl's mouth. "Frank," she called into the living room. Frank had to bend his head to avoid the dangling artwork as he entered through the bedroom doorway. Seeing it lead to the fleeting memory of his daughter hunched over the kitchen table with her crayon set, colouring the pictures she had drawn. Though he tried to ignore them, he couldn't help seeing the decorations that affronted him as he entered. The pink elephants on her wall- paper, the dressed-up dolls on her shelves, the snow that fell past the window contrasted the sight of his daughter lying fevered in the bed. His face revealed what he thought -- he knew. "I phoned, they're on their way," he said to the woman who sat on the bed. She turned her head back to her daughter's worried face and tried to pat the bed sheets down around her neck. "Frank?" she asked, her voice relaying her thoughts more than her words ever could. She looked up to the window and the snow tumbling idly by; some of the flakes stuck to the glass and melted there, turning into drops and trailing down. Others passed by, looking in for that brief moment as they fell to the ground. The sound of wheels rolling into the driveway broke her concentration and Frank left the room. Again the woman patted down the sheets around the girl, as though she couldn't do it enough, and, wishing a silent prayer, she kissed her daughter's forehead. A tear dripped from her eyes as the girl choked a weak cough. Frank lead the men with their stretcher past the Christmas tree and up the stairs. He tried to push the thoughts of the unopened gifts that lay around it out of his mind as he pointed the men into the bedroom. The woman was on her feet when they entered and she nodded an uninspired greeting. "G'day Ma'am," offered one of the men, nodding also as he helped his partner ready the stretcher. The woman had gathered her child in her arms and now she laid her on the cart reluctantly. Tears filled her eyes again and she brushed them away with her sleeve. The men carried the stretcher out and down the steps, outside. A metallic frame dropped from under it and rubber wheels hit the snow. One of the men opened the back doors of the ambulance as the woman rushed out the front door, her coat flapping to the side as she ran. She climbed into the back with the girl and the doors were slammed shut. Inside the house, Frank looked out from between the curtains until the ambulance had disappeared from view. Sitting down on the sofa, he couldn't resist the urge to push back one of the folded tags on the presents with his slipper. "To Kathy from Santa," the tag read and instantly he regretted having done so. Her eyes, now crystal blue, toyed with the night as she rode. The wind, increasing in force, streaked along the sides of her naked body as she whisked towards its source. Her stallion, tiring from the journey laboured to keep the pace which she set. Saliva spewed from its mouth as it ran against the wind into the desert and, fatigued, its breathing became hard and uneven. The rider refused to succumb. She blinked the sweat from her eyes and it ran back into her hair. Her face, for a moment, turned towards the starless sky. The being that dwelled within her had not appeased either. It massaged her and played with her all the while pushing her forward, its magnitude ever increasing. She coaxed her steed, moved her body with it, gripped the reins and pushed it to the hilt, but never did she speak. Her eyes scanned the horizon ahead for a sign, an encouragement and then she saw it. A light flickered. Somewhere, not too far away, a beacon flashed. Once, and only faint was the view but still it was there and she mustered new strength. For a second, she controlled the force inside her, she commanded it and it was hers. She wiped her forehead and the sweat was taken by the wind and cast along with the hoof-prints, never to be seen again. Onwards she drove, forward into the darkness, never looking back. Her stallion slowed down. It, wanting to please her stroking fingers tried to continue its charge but it could not. Weary, its pace faltered and it stumbled. The rider, casting a fearful glance into the distance towards where she had seen the light, dismounted. Looking at her faithful steed, she hugged its neck, thinking that whatever the ending, she couldn't dismiss this companion without showing it her love, telling it that she understood. By this act, the possessor which gripped her soul was placated. It died inside her, but before she realized, it was there again, playing with her, soothing her, igniting the fuse that fired her. Brushing the flowing locks of hair over her shoulder, she trudged on foot, across the sands. Inside the ambulance the stretcher jerked aberrantly. It was fastened to the sides of the van with straps but still it was jarred as they raced around the corners. The sirens wailed and the flashing lights on top whirled about. The woman who crouched in back thought again how they must have contrasted to the Christmas tree lights that shone in the dark as she watched them fall back along the sides of the street. The ambulance sliced a sharp turn and then slowed as it descended a ramp into a sheltered area. A large metal slab was unfolding from the ceiling to shut out the parking lot as the doors to the van were opened. The men pulled the stretcher out and lifted it down to the cement floor. They wheeled it away up a ramp and into a more habited area. The woman was left alone to follow, their professionalism kept them detached. She passed a desk where a receptionist sat and she was immediately stopped. The woman, torn between rushing after her daughter and waiting, looked about with desperation. She grabbed the forms as the lady behind the desk handed them to her and then rushed after the disappearing cart. They stopped in a room and the men who had driven the ambulance withdrew. The woman, racked with indecision, looked helplessly at the child before she bit her knuckles and turned away. The room was dressed in white. Glass cabinets held clean sheets, piled up with impeccable order. The walls and ceiling were white, clean white. Not having realized she had even sat down, the woman leapt to the girl's side when she cried almost inaudibly. Footsteps sounded discernibly hollow in the hallway, the woman's ears selected them and separated them from all the other noises as the ones that were coming to her. "Hello, Mrs. James," the doctor said as he entered the clean white room, "not a very nice Christmas is it?" Mrs. James smiled weakly back at him and then looked towards her daughter. "It's best if you fill out those forms as soon as possible," the doctor informed her as he closed the door. He strode over to the cart and lifted the tiny girl into his arms and placed her on a second padded bed. She stirred as he carried her and the woman's head twisted round hoping to catch a glimpse of her daughter miraculously awakening. As the woman half-mindedly filled out the forms in the room, the doctor examined the child. He opened her mouth and peered in, he felt her forehead and pressed his fingers along her neck. The doctor undressed the girl. He pulled off the cotton nightgown and felt underneath the girl's arms and along her chest. As the woman continued to complete and sign the forms, the doctor tested the girl's pulse and listened for her breath and heartbeat. His voice assumed a little more gravity than the first time he spoke and he said, "She's very sick, Mrs. James. I'll give you more details shortly, but I'd like to give her an I.V. immediately." The woman, instantly at the side of the examining table, looked with tear-filled, questioning eyes into those of the doctor. She nodded her assent and handed him the papers. The doctor buzzed the receptionist through his intercom and asked her if she'd find a room for the child. Her eyes, a desperate green, pierced through the whipping sands. She walked, she ran towards the tiny light. It flashed more often now, a sign that she was closer, approaching her goal. The blowing grains of sand flung out around her, but she continued unabated. Over the dunes she climbed, slipping sometimes, falling, yet always recovering. The sand blew with relentless ferocity at her. It ripped at her bare legs and chest, tearing the skin, pricking it, stabbing it but she prevailed. The beast within her still grew and she used it to motivate her, to fuel her, to relax her. It, to her, represented untapped energies, a mystery unsolved and unsolvable that worked to spur her onwards. It was alluring, tempting, captivating. It was evil -- it wanted to please her. Her feet slipped as she ran and kicked up spurts of sand to be added to the miniature tornadoes that followed her. The winds carried specks of it into her eyes and whipped it at her face but she went on. The entity that lived inside her churned restlessly about. She fought to dominate it, as it also fought to control her. It massaged her with increased vitality and she almost gave in to its haunting needs, for without her it was nothing, it needed her to sustain it. She understood this, it was known, yet she played with it willingly. She taunted it, letting it capture pieces of her and then snatching them away again -- mockingly. The light in the distance was constant now. It shone dimly, slicing through the storms of sand and projecting into her eyes. It represented freedom. It called out its salvation to her as she ran, the echoes of its sanctuary rang out in her ears and she moved faster, ignoring the objects slung at her, ripping her flesh, trying to restrain her. The nurse put the child in a bed and she lay there unconscious. Her limbs moved about restlessly, motivated but without strength. The woman sat at the bedside. She watched her daughter's eyes move rapidly back and forth underneath her eyelids. They darted left and right erratically, trailing the actions of some great spectacle unveiled for only her. The little girl moaned softly and the woman clutched her hand. The hands were cold and lifeless. They were pale and unmoving. The woman let go, feeling she couldn't bear their touch any longer but immediately she grabbed them again and the girl's eyes somersaulted. The doctor paused in the doorway to give the woman another moment alone with her daughter. He watched as the woman's eyes searched deep into the face of the girl -- pleading with it -- delving inside it for hope somewhere in its innocence. The doctor approached the end of the bed and the woman turned. "I'm afraid, Mrs. James, things aren't good," he said. After years of many similar situations, he had never been able to find the words or the tone which made receiving such news any easier. "She's going to be all right, isn't she doctor?" Mrs. James's eyes were longing and worried. She was childlike, no longer possessing words other than pleas, asking the impossible of another mortal and the doctor sought to comfort her. "I think you should call your husband and tell him to come down," the doctor answered, "it could go either way." The woman glanced back at the girl, wrangled in the turmoil of her visions. She looked long at her daughter, watching her writhe in the bed, bathed in a fevered sweat. The girl's cough was hollow and ineffective. It pained the woman and she left the room with the doctor to call home. Her eyes, burning orange, alight and searing, searched for hope. She had stumbled across the sand for what seemed almost an endless time. She didn't question, she never reflected or regretted, she continued on past that which confronted her, that which held her back. She came to a tree, one that was dead and grey. It rose in front of her, heading for the sky and on top, carrying it along, was the light. It shone brightly now, it was within grasp and once again her strength was renewed. It held there, poised against the blackened sky, stark and rigid like the tree. The light gave her courage, more so than the force inside her that held her, it gave her will and desire. It represented achievement, success and ultimately, escape. The force within drove towards its crescendo. It rose almost to its apex and ripped about inside her. As much as the loving caressing strengthened her, its increasing, its occupancy weakened her and pulled her back. For a moment she wanted to collapse and remain there at the base of the tree and as she began, the entity subsided. Like a spectrum of good and evil, its dichotomy was its only vehicle. Her fiery hair now drenched in sweat stuck to her and the sand-spawned gashes pained her. She began to climb the tree. Branch after branch she mounted, seeing the light grow brighter each time. She reached up to grab it, disillusioned with its proximity and lost her footing. The inside of her legs scraped along the tree and she grabbed for it, hugging it and holding the branches. Upwards she continued, waiting for the light to present its availability once more. The force danced and gurgled spasmodically. It began its rhythmic soothing and sang its enrapturing song. Frank put his arms around the woman from behind. They comforted her a little and she turned to look at him momentarily. The girl had stopped her restless movements and now only her eyes showed signs of life. The doctor stood back, at the doorway, watching the waves on the various machines plot information. He saw in his instruments what the couple saw in their daughter and he looked at them. His attention was once again caught by the machines as the waves peaked at a new height. His face evidenced signs of hope as he looked as well as signs of worry for he knew that the indefinable time of decision had arrived. As a doctor he had seen it often, an indescribable sensation that the end was near, that his patient had arrived some surreal moment of truth. The woman clutched her daughter's hand with increased strength as the child's face twitched. The struggle had become hers alone now. Her eyes were alive with vigour and determination as she rose. She climbed and the force inside climbed with her. It tried to control her and it succeeded, only to have power stolen away again from its evil jaws as she mounted another branch and the light came closer. It took her again, and she paused, then banished it. She rose again, higher up the tree, closer to the sky and towards the light. Then suddenly, like the coalescing of constellations, the light was there in front of her. She had arrived and as she smiled in triumph the force within her exploded. It attacked her with a magnificent onslaught that filled her body with ecstasy and ultimate evil. Her footing was lost and she grabbed for the light, she flailed out with both of her bloodied hands and reached for it. The doctor's eyes probed the machines for hope, he searched them for the final sign. The woman fell onto the bed and held her daughter's face tight against her chest. Her eyes were dull and grey as she fell. The light spun above her as she watched the branches speed by. The force rose within her body and she allied with it, welcoming it and then, seeing it flee from her she called out to it, but the evil force was gone. # # # Copyright 1994 Steven Kunc --------------------------------------------------------------------------- Stephen resides in Ottawa, Canada, where he is a turnip farmer for a living, but earns a small secondary income as a writer. He hopes that electronic magazines will one day outgrow the prestigious rewards of full time turnip farming so that he can devote more energy to his novel and meet women outside the circle of farmer's daughters. =========================================================================== BRANDED by John R. Hillman, Jr. He walked into the pet store as quietly as possible, but the bell over the door game him away with its loud ring. The store owner looked up from his magazine as the man walked over to the racks containing puppies and kittens. When the owner saw the man standing there, hands in his coat pockets, he relaxed and went back to the article. The man looked at the small animals with longing. He peered out from under the brim of his low hat, almost pressed up against the cages. He smiled as a kitten hooked the brim of the hat in its needle-like claws and he gently released the paw from the felt. "May I help you?" the owner asked, putting down the magazine. The man had been just standing there for too long. Time to buy or leave. "I was thinking of getting a pet, maybe a kitten or a puppy. What would you suggest?" The man turned toward the counter, as the owner stepped out from behind. "Well, do you live in a house or an apartment?" the owner asked. "A house, out in the country. Plenty of room for a dog to run. But I'm not sure about letting a cat out all the time." "I know what you mean," said the owner. "If you have a barn or some similar building the cat could live in all the time, that would be good. But, I don't believe in letting house cats run wild. Too easy for them to get hurt or turn feral." "Yes, I had considered that." "Have you ever owned pets before?" "We had a dog when I was a boy, but I've been moving a lot since then. It didn't seem fair to keep moving a pet around like that. Now, I'm set for at least a few years, so I thought it might be time to try having a friend." The man reached out to touch one of the cages and the puppy inside licked his fingers eagerly. "He certainly likes you. Why don't we get the paperwork out of the way, and then we can see which pet suits you best." The owner walked back behind the counter and pulled out the computer keyboard. The man was still getting his fingers licked. "Sir, if you could step over here?" "Certainly." With a last lick, he pulled his fingers free and walked over to the counter. "Now," the owner said, as he brought the Pet Ownership Application form on screen, "your name please?" "Richard Nixon." The owner looked up at the man's face. "I know, I know. I can't help it if my parents have a weird sense of humor." The store owner typed in the information. "Address, Date of birth, and your Social Register Number?" "Why do you need that?" Nixon asked. "I mean my Register Number." "Ever since the Animal Rights Act was signed into law in '94, we need to file a complete report on all pet purchases. Can't have any weirdoes owning helpless animals, now, can we?" "I guess not," the man answered slowly. He supplied the needed information. "Purpose of purchase?" "Beg pardon?" "They want to know why you want a pet. I mean, we get some guys in here who buy small animals just to feed to their larger pets. Can you believe that, in this day and age?" The owner shook his head. "We'll just put you down as `for companionship'. Complete past ownership history?" "Just the dog we had when I was a child." "None. Any diseases that might harm a pet?" "Not that I know of." "Okay. Are there any small children that might disturb the animal?" "No, of course not. I live alone." "Fine. Can't have those little demons pulling ears and biting tails. By the way, take this list of household chemicals that you need to check for. There will be an inspector by one month after the purchase to confirm you have locked all bio and chemical hazards away from the animal." "Jeeze, they take this seriously," Nixon commented. "Hey, a pet is a big responsibility," the owner said, shaking a finger at Nixon. "It's not like having a kid, that can take care of itself, you *know*. That's a whole set of different rules." He typed in a few lines of information about the pet shop and hit enter. "Okay, just take off your hat for a minute so the computer can get a picture for the application file. Stand on the white X please." "Is all this really necessary? Nixon asked. "I'm really self-conscious about having my picture taken." "Sorry, it's the law. No picture, no pet!" Nixon carefully removed the hat and moved over to the X on the floor. "Just look at the wall in front of you and stay neutral. Okay, fine." The owner hit a button on the keyboard and there was a multi-colored flash from a strobe. Nixon rubbed his eyes from the glare. As he looked up at the owner, there was a hissing sound from the printer and the computer began to beep. "What the heck?" He looked over at Nixon, and saw the skin on his forehead was beginning to smoke. "Why you fraud!" He reached over and ripped a section of plastic flesh from Nixon's forehead, shredded edges dangled from his face. There, laser tattooed for all to see, was a red capital P, the sign of a pet abuser; the special ink chemically reacting to the influence of the strobe under the make-up. "I'm sorry," Nixon cried. "I just wanted a little companionship. I would have taken good care of it. Really." "Not from my shop, you don't," the owner shouted, as he came around the counter and grabbed Nixon by an arm. He shoved him roughly out the door. "Get out of here and don't ever come back." "It was only a goldfish. How was I to know it would jump out of its bowl while I was at work." Nixon was sobbing as he dropped to his knees. "Please! Let me have a pet. I'll be good to it, I promise." "Get out of here, you scum," the owner said, as he kicked Nixon in the ribs. "You guys are all alike. The law is the law, no matter what. No pets for you. Now get away form here." The owner slammed the door and flipped his sign to closed. He began to examine all the animals Nixon had come near. _Who knew what these crazies would do to a helpless animal_, he thought to himself. Nixon stood outside the store for a time, looking through the window. Then, with slumped shoulders, he walked away. People on the street stared as he walked by -- a marked man. # # # Copyright 1993 John R. Hillman, Jr. --------------------------------------------------------------------------- John is a freelance writer, who has been published in BLOODREAMS, ONCE UPON A WORLD, and GATEWAYS. He writes a bimonthly SF/F column published in THE MAGAZINE of SHAREFICTION, and his book reviews appear in POPULAR FICTION NEWS. 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